oh yeah...and im making a new lj....prettier and less emo

g_lamour17

you have to put up with shit to get what you want.

its not fair, but w/e...i just wish i could get a more clear idea of what it is that i really want.

When you squeeze an orange juice, orange juice comes out- because that's what's inside.


ABSOLUTELY NO DECORUM WHATSOEVER BABY~<3

omg, i'm ridiculously unproportionately happy that i've aced my english term paper! ^____________^

but i tried so hard this time, i just can't believe that work paid off...finally, lol, it never does!

i can't wait for prom, it's gonna be so chill! and i can't wait for the end of the year. i'm so done and ready to be a SENIOR!!!!!! OMFG ONLY LIKE TWO WEEKS!!!!!!

and hannah, i'm gonna do your friend meme thing next time i log on! ^___________^

yays! ok, yeah, my puppy is beggin me to go pet him, and QAF is on, so toodles honeys!
~*P*~

god, i'm glad i did senior pictures
i hate getting my picture taken usually...but iono, i was like LOVIN it today. i had so much fun, and i think they turned out really well. i was just so happy takin them ^___^
i used my red boa in a few of them, and my huge shakespeare book in some others...so cute, with the book. lol~

oh! here: i stole this from hannah
FRIEND MEME:
Here's how it works:

1. Reply to this post if you want me to tell you how cool you are!
2. Watch my journal over the next few days for a post just about you and why you rock my socks.
3. Post these instructions in your journal and give your friends a much needed dose of love and adoration!


oh man, things are lookin up peeps.
~*P*~

OMG.
so i just saw the vhs JAZZ BAND! haha...wow, god, i was so impressed~

they sounded like...professionaL! seriously, i'm not even kidding...it was amazing. i laughed, and applauded and cheered. i was ultra impressed with some people, but congrats to all who were in it!!

hmm...now i have the weird desire to listen to the beatles and the jackson five...or maybe just MICHAEL JACKSON! (here we go again...)

i'm gonna be in VA wednesday-sunday [leaving, so probably no time to hang out]

CALL ME AND LET'S CHILL!!!!!!!!! SPREAD THE WORD!!!!!!!!!

if you guys are interested here are some vids as promised:
[i'll post pix later today]

ok, heads up, i hope u watch these, even though they suck. srry about the bad sound quality and really bad filming view...but it's hard! >_<
attempts at excuses:
-lots of ppl
-very crammed
-hard to film when jumping
-can't really zoom out [for the ark]
-screaming/yelling
-excitement
lol...enjoy!

THE ARK

This first video was when ola salo [the singer] decided to climb up scaffolding for NO apparent reason T_T it was so funnY! but i was scared he was gonna get hurt!!! >_< and you know, since we shared a mic and he smiled at me and we were less than a foot away for like an hour...i care XD
oh, and the song was "This Piece of Poetry is meant to do Harm"

This video is a clip from a song called The Others....pretty damn good song


This video is like an instrumental-ending part of The Others, the guy w/ the white guitar and wavy blonde hair is Jepson [he's pretty close, but at another part my face was like literally 3inches away from his guitar, and i was scared i would mess him up XD] and the guy on the far left is Martin =god guitarist and so good, the black amazing one on bass is Leari [nickname] and yeah...enjoy! i did...lol....




PLACEBO!!!!!!!!!

yes, one time chance video XD it's placebo!!! infra-red to be exact, no u can't hear them that well over the screaming/singing fanatic girls...and guyz lol. but molko is just as sexy! and the second half of it is better!!

ok...no i did not film this last one...here's the semi precious weapons singing....semi precious weapons w/ frontman JUSTIN TRANTER!!!



if you watched all those videos i luv u and ur an angel!!!

so today's pokemon of the week was SNORLAX!!!! XDDDD i started having a laughing panic attack in the middle of french class when they announced it, lol...

HANNAH IT'S YOUR POKEMON!!!!! [as me and michael decided...]

lol, such good memories @_@ oh well...

hey, i got these from eric...

FIRST-mark the ones u've read

*1. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
*2. The Catcher in the Rye - J.D. Salinger
3. The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy - Douglas Adams
*4. The Great Gatsby - F.Scott Fitzgerald
*5. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6. The Time Traveler's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
7. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
*8. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (Harry Potter 6) - J.K. Rowling
9. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
*10. Animal Farm: A Fairy Story - George Orwell
11. Catch-22 - Joseph Heller
*12. The Hobbit - J. R. R. Tolkien
13. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
*14. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
*15. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
*16. 1984 - George Orwell
*17. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (Book 3) - J.K. Rowling
18. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
*19. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
20. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
*21. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
22. Slaughterhouse 5 - Kurt Vonnegut
*23. Angels and Demons - Dan Brown (I've started this and couldn't finish it)
*24. Fight Club - Chuck Palahniuk
25. Neuromancer - William Gibson
26. Cryptonomicon - Neal Stephenson
27. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
28. A Clockwork Orange - Anthony Burgess
29. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
*30. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
31. American Gods - Neil Gaiman
*32. Ender's Game (The Ender Saga) - Orson Scott Card
33. Snow Crash - Neal Stephenson (Really want to though)
*34. A Prayer for Owen Meany - John Irving
*35. The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe - C.S. Lewis
36. Middlesex - Jeffrey Eugenides
37. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
*38. The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien
39. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
40. Good Omens - Terry Pratchett, Neil Gaiman
41. Atonement - Ian McEwan
42. The Shadow Of The Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
*43. The Old Man and the Sea - Ernest Hemingway
*44. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
45. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
*46. Dune - Frank Herbert…well I read half of it and then saw the movie XD

NEWS FLASH:

PATRICIA IS NOW THE PROUD OWNER OF THE CUTEST PUPPY IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE's TINY AND HE'S A BLACK AND WHITE POODLE AND HE'S SO CUTE [pictures will be posted!!]

his name is totti ^^ because totti is awesome and he's the color of a soccer ball! lol....HE'S MY CUTE FOFINHO BABY!!!!!

ah.....kawaii!!! i luv him to death!!!

i love matsumoto jun

XD

omg i can't believe i'm spending my free time watching jdoramas, lol. WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!


i just finished hana yori dango, so i'm watching gokusen and kimi wa petto. [it kinda sux watchin it on youtube cuz sometimes i have to search for some episodes that were misteriously never uploaded with the others, lol....] XD i LOVE matsumoto jun omg, he's so adorable in kimi wa petto, i would TOTALLY want him for my pet XD

holy crap, i'm so sorry! i totally didn't mean to sound like a kaoru hater >_< and that's all you guyz replied to!!!

sorrysorrysorrysorry!!!!!

it's my fault he laughed anyway XD

remember how i was gonna say suki desu and then pause and be like, no daisuki desu? well, i decided against it and was just gonna say daisuki desu but i messed up and said sukidesu so i like gasped and said daisuki desu like really quickly like 3 times XDDDD i'm retarded.

yeah, anyway, srry guyz. didn't mean to be a hater, lol.

wow, i totally realized that i didn't update about the concert or anything!!!


so all in all, it was AWESOME. best thing EVER. best friends, best bands, XD i mean seriouSly!!!

bullets and octane were soo good!!! and super friendly! ^^ and i totally heart james XD he was SO FRICKIN NICE!!!

when that whole "kill" chant thing started right before deg came on mish and i literally almost had a heart attack XD we jumped out of our seats like 2 feet into the air, the ppl next to us thought we were so weird XD. but it was cool. the final was AMAZING. and everyone was so good! kyo's voice was INSANE. man seriously. and shinya looked so happy with our oddly wrapped gift, lol. wow, it totally looked like shit. and i was even happy to meet kaoru!!! [though he totally sounded pompous...his laugh AND his arigato XD] but it's cool cuz he's pretty awesome.

it sux now cuz i'm sick. i've vomitted so many times in the past 2 days >_< ew, tmi, i kno....

i have set my plan in motion. damn am i gonna be disappointed XD. i kno wut i wanna do with my life is definitely no where near as great as i think it is. but i wanna do it. so i will do it.

^^ i'm so happy i don't care about too many things.

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will post later...too tired

thank you all for the comments!! ^^ lol...hehehe..so now i know...all i have to do is move and then my comments will double XD

jk...anyway. so i hope you guyz had a good first day of school ^^ but i don't start till thursday, so that gives me a few extra days of cringing in fear in my room ^^ yay!

few more things about jersey that i'd thought i'd mention:

-the second type of store that they have the most of here [of course after dunkin doughnuts] is Liquor stores XD and they're not like run by the state gov. like abc stores in VA it's all privately owned, one on every other corner. lol. [it's cuz they're all italian and irish up here XD]

-my brothers new friends have told him, that apparently the hang out place is out front of a pharmacy in front of the middle school and a convenience store down the street XD reminded me of clerks....

-also, apparently i have a neighbor with a magic light portal at their house. to enter their house you have to go through it o_O.

-oh! and there are loads of those yellow road signs, but instead of saying 'school zone' they have a picture of a seesaw. so we're not sure yet, but my mom and i think that seesaw's hide in the bushes and jump out at the cars...kinda like deer, but made of wood.

i wanna know wuts in the mail! lol...

ok, later homiez.

so, yes, as matt and michael [?] so obviously pointed out to me...NO, countries do not enter the X-GAMES. HOWEVER, it IS TRUE that TWO brasilians won first and second for like the one of the best competitions, SKATE VERT!!!!!

third was taken by lasek [no surprise]

second was taken by burnquist [no surprise, BUT HE IS BRASILIAN!!!]

AND FIRST WAS TAKEN BY SANDRO DIAS FROM SAO PAULO, BRASIL!!! ^^ woohoo!!
FIRST GOLD, SECOND YEAR! he was a fuckin monster, btw....cool to watch

and most attractive was taken by shaun white ~_^ damn sexy that 19yr old skater [plus he has the best commercials]

anyway, we might not have won the world cup [yay italia!] but we kickass at extreme sports...so yeah, i get some dignity back. sao paulo represent!

oh, and hannah i definitely saw a dating line add on t.v. and the voice sounded like jeff anderson!! XD he was like "call now for some real fun..." XD not to say it WAS him...it just sounded like him...

so that ricky bobby movie was funny...i laughed my ass off...ANARCHY! ANARCHY! hahahaha.....

and apparently i'm a very LOUD PANDICULATOR!! XD

well..that's about it...starting tomorrow i'm gonna be in the country for a few days with my grandfather...should be exciting [like last year when we had creepy hillbillies following us! yay! o_O]

well, hakuna mattata bitches.

so i got really bored this morning, and i was thinking about the whole blood-type thing or w/e....and omfg, i looked it up on my birth certificate AND MY BLOOD-TYPE IS "A"!!!!

which means i could give blood to akira!! ^^ if he ever needs it i mean...and bansaku too...

i kinda wish i had "B" so i could give blood to like everyone in diru...but oh well...at least i can keep kaoru alive v_v

one thing that never fails to extensively improve my mood:

*old school green day. you have to appreciate it...i don't know what it is, it just gives me chills all over

on thing that never fails to inspire me and make me feel like i can BE ANYTHING...[esp. a pirate v_v]:

*POTC soundtrack...i feel like i'm on a fucking ship. it's awesome


and what makes these incredible tunes super incredible today is that i'm listening to them on my NOUVEAU ZEN MICRO-PHOTO!!!! ^^



and omfg...it's like a fucking godess or something...no, wait, a fucking god. i have to admit no woman could be this amazing T_T i seriously cried as i opened the box.

all those hard hours of god damned drama freak kids AND HERE IS MY REWARD!!! 24/7 MUSIC I AM NOW PLUGGED IN AND WILL STAY THIS WAY TILL THE CRUEL MOTHERFUCKIN WORLD DECIDES TO STOP HATING ME XD

omg, i'm so happy...my beautiful baby.

alright, that's it...just a bit ecstatic. and i think i'm goin crazy...i've slept a total of 3 hours in the past 60 hours and i keep hearing tv on in the background...but there is no television turned on ANYWHERE IN MY HOUSE...god i'm a fuckin nut job or somethin...great, that's all i need
anyway, hopefully now being plugged in to non-ceasing tunes should get rid of that creepy sitcom sound blaring in my head.
later peeps

so far...instead of two and a half days...it's seemed like one really fucking long day.

that's right peeps...i haven't slept and i have no clue why...i guess i've got a lot going in my mind
[surprising, i know...since usually i avoid thinking]

yesterday...i think...i made some vanilla coffee..and WOW i had no idea how delicious coffee that i make could be lol...i thought you had to go to starbucks or caribou to get a decent coffee...and i had strawberries...they were damn delicious.

so i've been trying to figure out how to put on good looking make-up [not just the emo eye-liner or w/e..] i suck at it...jess is a big help when it comes to this stuff....i'm glad she's smart ^^
[even if the make-up doesn't improve how i look T_T...lol]

i been listenin to the cars a lot...iono why...i'm gonna go see potc2 w/ my cousins today...then sleepover...i think i wrote this yesterday...maybe. should be fun, we're gonna try to get in for free ^^

yesterday...at the dentist hmm...turns out i have a cavity T_T WHY ME?!?!?! i was so close...u kno? i've never had a cavity in my permanent teeth...[only in my baby teeth ONCE when i was like 8] i was so depressed. and apparently my wisdom teeth are comin in or somethin? iono wtf that means though....[i don't feel any wiser v_v]

i was cheered up though, cuz then i went to the gym..and iono...it makes me not think and i was just running and shit and watching music videos...it was nice...then i went swimming there. it was really relaxing ^^

that's it i guess...hopefully i'll sleep sometime this week...not tonight...my cousins won't let me, lol.

oh, and if u haven't read michael's LJ:
go watch the nouveau fergie music video!!! ^^ SUPER awesome, lol.

[and if u don't like her or the bep's then here's something that might make u go watch this sweet music video:
there are british guards getting sexed up and dancing XD it's the bestest]

oh, and here's a link for u lazy ppl...lol:
"London Bridge" - Fergie:
[^click^]

so today was gloriously boring!! ^^ i was online talkin to michael about his nouveau bathing suite and my beautiful new shirT!


which i obviously ADORE....

and a beautiful lookin sweater...lol..well, it's just cool. it's THERMAL!!! ha! hannah i figured out the right word...it's a THERMAL sweater...NOT flannel...srry...i'm dumb. and it's like sewn inside out...and it's striped black and red....

so after bein online, and waking up at 6.30am to watch indie films all day. i decided NOT to waste my day doing the following:
1.computer
2.watching more movies
3.playing pokemon snap/tony hawk proskater 2

so while avoiding my usual activities i ended up in my backyard in my bathing suite top and soccer shorts, attempting a tan....several hours later:
1. my skin was tinted brown and PINK O_O...i do NOT burn...wtf? but i'm sure it'll turn brown in like 2 days so i'm not really that worried
2. i was covered in so much freakin sweat, it was disgusting
3. i was dehydrated like crazy shit though i'd consumed like 5 bottles of water
and last but not least,
4. the lemon juice in my hair was super stiff, and my hair had nouveau [word of the day ~_^ lol...] highlights

so that basically was a waste of my day anyway, though i enjoyed the sun and stuff

i talked to hannah for like 1/2 an hour on the phone...apparently she was lying down outside too XD

oh,and i was re-reading lewis carroll shit...cuz it's damn good...duh...lol

I CANNOT WAIT FOR CLERKS II THIS FRIDAY!!! it's gonna kick major ass

i kno it's surprising this long entry....WOW patricia actually WROTE

oh, so on wednesday i hear from my sister that i'm going w/ my cousins to see pirates of the carribean 2 and then gonna sleep over at their house [if u read this michael, yes it's the cousins who talk to/bother you] that should be...fun?

and finally here's a new one for the collection:



enjoy,
ciao

oh and i almost forgot...WHITE NAIL POLISH ON MY NAILS IS NOT EMO!!!! >_<

and michael has some crazy creepy emo phrases he likes to spew

Life is boring by yourself. i swear on the life of *insertthenameofabelovedcelebrity* that i will never live alone. it is scary and boring.

Ricardo Izecson dos Santos Leite = MY HERO


....plus he's a major hottie!


BRASIL WINS!

BRASIL - CROATIA
1-0

OF COURSE the goal was scored by Kaká

^^ EEE!

VICTORY IS HIS...YAY! ^^

yeah...so....i really don't update, do i? sorry....

anyway, OMG I FOUND MY WALLET!!!!

in it i found the following:
-permit
-library card
-school id
-japanese souveneirs [sp?!]
-like 7 guitar picks
-$25 certificate to best buy
-list of products that use animal testing
-50 cents used for pay phones
-$10
-a pic of me as a kid

i can't believe myself all it takes to demolish me is a few words or a shirt -_-
one minute i'll be feelin great about the way i look and then i'll try on a new shirt, or walk by a mirror and i'll see what a cow i look like and i won't think good about myself for the next month, i'll just spend it hidden under jeans and sweatshirts and my jacket...
or, i'll be feelin loved or wanted or whatever, then someone will say like 3 words and all my esteem will be crushed.
fuck it. i'm so influenced. i wish i could do what i wanted without fear of lookin like a cow or be ridiculed.
friends and ppl in general keep seeming more trouble than their worth. i like instruments better. i wish i were one...i'd just sit there lookin beautiful until someone needed me. then, they'd hold me tightly and i'd play the perfect notes they were lookin for. NEVER would i change from beautiful and it would never be my fault if the wrong notes were played...i'd always say the right thing.
-peace out
-rock on
~*P*~

so...i finally decided to update:

so yesterday i watched another show of IHOT and it was HIGHLARIOUS!! XDDD vasalisa seemed like it got better [that was cool] and corpse bride had some wicked stuff in it, lol. oh, and the king who wanted a beautiful wife was good too! ben's costume was hot...in fact, all the costumes in that show were really good...you could tell pied piper was eric's show XD who else would have political debates in the middle?! lol....but i have to say that the wise men of chelm and the pied piper were my favorite even though i liked the other shows. good job everyone! ^^

but after i got home, i watched Wedding Crashers with my mom and sis and dad. it was SOOO funny!!!! XDD will ferrell and owen wilson are my heroes..lol...if u've seen it, Tod is my favorite XD alright, well i'm off, later
-peace out
-rock on
~*P*~
oh! AND MOST IMPORTANT! i get my room back very soon [like next weekend or somethin] cuz my mom said being in my sister's room hasn't helped me at all lol....i TOLD her....ok, later

XDD i had to post this

guyz, we HAVE to go to scotland [and london!!] ^^ EEE! we HAVE TO!! it would be so fuckin amazing!

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w00t! my mom went out so i'm online ^^. x-mas was weird, it seemed like we skipped it this year even though we didn't...it was like...not so hype...bleh, ignore me XD. so here's my list o' stuff:

from parents & siblings:
-memoirs of a geisha [book] <--i actually finished it and it was AMAZING!
-unabridged lewis carol [to add to m3h collection XD] ok, so u kno what? the story of alice in wonderland is good, but i didn't kno that lewis carol was so FUNNY
-origami paper, so pretty and colorful [plus some new figures to fold]
-cheshire cat socks
-a bunch of hello kitty stuff [like pens, pencils, gloves, and wallet]
-TRAVELING GNOME pajamas!! [XD have u guyz seen those travelocity commercials?!]
-a walking penguin

from my grandparents:
-$20
-sweater [i'm sorry but it's so ugly it's pink w/ all these hearts and flowers]

from my friends:
-chinese bag
folding fan
furry frame with a pic of DIE!! ^^ omg, all from meg I LOVE YOU SPENNEBERG...[sp?!]
-shamrock shoelaces from russel
-shakespeare calender from hannah ^^ SOOO awesome
-play doh and bouncy ball from sami [in my favorite colors...HOW'D YOU KNOW?!?! XD]
-earrings from mariah [btw, i got compliments from my cousins on them, lol...]
AND CANDY CANES!!!!!!!!! ^^ thank you everyone!

oh, and then my uncle gave me 20 bucks, but i spent it on x-mas presents for other ppl, lol.

MERRY LATE CHRISTMAS [sorry i couldn't get on sooner -_-']

AND HAPPY HANNUKAH [sp...*sigh*] XD did anyone see sandler's newest song on SNL? funny funny lol..

-peace out
-rock on
~*P*~

p.s.
i can feel the wrinkles in my face and my back is aching...i'm an old person now >_<....eww...

p.p.s. oh, do u guyz think it's time for a new LJ look?! iono yet....maybe...

TODAY...[of course]....is dedicated to die! ^_^

DIE 幸せ誕生日!!




[oh, and i can still use LJ 'cuz i can use it from school XP same w/ e-mail, w00t...later]

i think i'm becoming....spiritful...o_O..odd


first off....OMFG! THAT PLAY YESTERDAY WAS AMAZING!! but yeah...seriously....i LOVED the acting AND the story, and the BEP dance XD and i cried like 3 times...and the british bob marley dude was way cool!! ^^ my hero...*sigh*

SECONDLY! WE GOT OUTTA SCHOOL TWO HOURS EARLY! HOLLAH! XD YESH! i've neva had that happen before, WAY cooL!! ^_^ [mish is ur concert still on?!...]

but yeah, so today was aiight...lol...KIRSTEN! o_O why weren't you wearing ur jacket?!?! lol it was so....COLD! and i have to say...DA ME LA GASOLINA! XD good good times

other than that, i didn't really do anything today, except....i thanx j00 hannah for the amazing shakespeare calendar!! w00t! so *sob* beautiful...seriously though, u r awesome! i'ma bring u ur stuphs next week, ne?...oh! about 'ne'...so ppl say that and ppl say 'gah' so i kinda made a new exclamation, negah?! but it kinda sounds like nigger if u say it wrong...so....iono if it's gonna work, XD.

HAPPY SNOW DAY EVERYONE!! ^_^

-peace out
-rock on
~*P*~

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